Life, Love, and the Airforce!

I know i havent posted anything in forever and ever.... but here it goeshere is a shot at what my life is and has become as of late

Life is good. Life is full of i dont knows and possiblities.It feels like life has been one weird thing after another lately, but as i write this on a dark september night i am midly content in how i have choosen to live my life. I dont think I could or would trade my life right now for anything. I cant think of anything i would rather do....

Love HAHAHA love is a funny thing that is only true in Cinderlla... Not even playin lol!! I dont think love exists anymore... its all about sex and money for everyone especially in the millitary no one has time for love or what that brings with it.

My relationship with God whew!! I dont know I think im going to skip to the next topic........
The Airforce is pretty much my life... I graduate from tech school which is the Armys AIT and the Navys A school soon... actually in 6 days now! HUAH!! lol but I like the airforce i have a steady job and i am going to be a cop which is fun... I think im going to enjoy it a whole lot. I am actually going to get my big sister to pin my cop badge on me hope-fully!! Im pretty excited about that!

alright thats it for right now im tired and i am in desperate need of a shower!
Pray, pray for the millitary pray for your country and pray for the leaders of your country! As you pray for them pray for wisdom in the leaders lifes so that they can guide you in the right path....

P.S. I dont know who reads this or if anyone reads this... OKay I know at least Kaylene reads it but my realtionship with God is being worked on I know what I have to do its just humbling myself and doing it!
Love yall guys!!!

I SURVIVED!!

Hey guys,

I survived Basic Training and now im working toward graduating from Tech School I have 7 weeks left!!

I've learned so much about me and and about how far i can push my body!! Im sorry its been so long but i havent had a computer to write or do anything really lol!!

alright i dont have much else just im here doing what has to be done miss everyone soo much

Leaving

Sorry Guys... I know its been a long time AGAIN!!

Well i leave in 15 days for basic training. Im a little nervous im not even gonna lie...

Leaving College Station or preparing to leave College Station has been harder that i ever thought... my heart hurts that i have to say good bye to my family and friends here!

Well i dont know what else to say... Please pray that my physical and mental strength is in the Lord and that I dont grow weary and faint!

thanks guys...

Airforce

Hey its been a long time since I've posted!

I am taking my ASVAB for the air force tomorrow in Houston. That's a test to decide whether or not i am qualified to join the air force and this test also shows which job i am qualified for.

So depending on my ASVAB score I go to the MEPS center for a physical examination!! I'm kinda nervous about the MEPS because ill have to walk around in my skivvies in front of EVERYONE!!!!

So that's the big thing in my life right now! Ill post more as I know more! Keep reading my blog as I Cross Into The Blue!!

Marriage

Marriage....

a union between two people.....



BLAH!!! WHAT A LOAD OF BOLOGNA....

Word

I cried out to God for help;
I cried out to God to hear me.
When I was in distress, I sought the Lord;
at night I stretched out untiring hands and my soul refused to be comforted.

I remembered you, O God, and I groaned;
I mused, and my spirit grew faint.

You kept my eyes from closing;
I was too troubled to speak.
I thought about the former days, the years of long ago;
I remembered my songs in the night.
My hear mused and my spirit inquired:

Will the Lord reject forever?
Will he never show his favor again?
Has his unfailing love vanished forever?
Has his promise failed for all time?
Has God forgotten to be merciful?
Has he in anger withheld his compassion?

Then I thought, "To this I will appeal: the years of the right hand of the Most High."

I will remember the deeds of the Lord;
yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago.
I will meditate on all your words and consider all you mighty deeds.

Your ways, O God are holy.
What god is so great as our God?
You are the God who performs miracles;
you display your power among the poeples.

With your mighty arm you reeemed your people,
the descendants of Jacod and Joseph.

The waters saw you, O God,
the waters saw you and writhed;
the very depths were convulsed.
The clouds poured down water,
the skies sesounded with thunder;
your arrows flashed back and forth.
your thunder was heard in the whirl wind,
your lightning lit up the world; the earth trembled and quaked.
your path led through the sea,
your way through the mighty waters, though your footprints were not seen.

You led your people like a flock by the hand of Moses and Aaron.

Psalm 77

The cry of my heart!! Sorry it's been so long!!

Pleasure of Loving God

I'm reading a book called the Pleasure of Loving God. It's a really good book and everyone should read it!! But this is what I've learned...

He designed us so that our spirits will dull when we have a void of the knowledge of God's beauty.

Colossians 3:10 and have put on the new man who is renewed in knowledge according to the image of Him who created him,

When we live out of our natural identities, we define ourselves by how much money we make, what position and abilities we possess, how much power and influence we have and who we know. The Lord on the other hand, wants us to live our of the resources and the power of our spiritual identity-in other words, defining our lives by the fact that the beautiful our lives by the fact that the beautiful God desires us and has exalted us in the gift of the righteousness of Jesus.

Song of Solomon 7:10 I am my beloveds and his desire is toward me.

Luke 22:32 And they said to one another, Did not our heart burn within us while He talked with us on the road, and while He opened the Scriptures to us?

I AM LOVED, AND I AM A LOVER!!!

Because I am loved and I am a Lover, I am successful in my humanity as a person during my time on the Earth. My primary success is because of that one spiritual principle and face: I am loved and; I am a lover of God.

This book has been so good for me to read..... especially on my journey to truly discover who I am and who the Lord is!