Vain

Just a little something I wrote a while back......

Why am I in the depths of despair?
That's why I'm writin the lyric
Just to try and keep my spirit
Man I feel like I'm about to go insane
What's my gain
If all I do is in vain
God, I want to know
How far I gotta go
Why am I in the depths of despair?
Is it really fair?
All I want to do is praise your name
Don't you want the same
It just deals with me growing
Cant I do it without showing
I'm in the depths of despair

Just like Jacob wrestled the angel
That's whats going on in my head
It makes me not want to go to bed
Satan keeps me awake to my thoughts
And all the lies I have bought
It wears me out
I know I should just pray
I just don't know what to say
You know the Lord saved me from all of this
So why do I keep gettin in this amiss
That's a good question to ask
I need to take off my mask
And get on my knees to humble myself
To take away all my pride
So that I can abide
In the kingdom of Heaven
Not to make it there on a lucky seven
But to go there on full force sayin praise the Lord
You know I got these Lyrics running through my head
I'm so tired I want to go to bed
But I gotta get these lyrics out of my head
The only way is throught this pen
The only way to express my sin

Just something I wrote.... Tell me what you think!

Porcelain Heart

MY NEW FAVORITE SONG!!!!

Broken heart one more time, pick yourself up why even cry? Broken pieces in your hands, wonder how you'll make it whole?

You know you pray this can't be the way, you cry, you say somethings gotta change man this porcelain heart of mine!

Someone said a broken heart would sting at first then make you stronger, wonder why this pain remains? Were hearts made whole just to break?

You know you pray this can't be the way, you cry, you say somethings gotta change man this porcelain heart of mine!

Created only you take brokenness and create it into beauty once again!!!

You know you pray this can't be the way, you cry, you say somethings gotta change!!

The Last Flow?!

Two in one day Whoo Hoo!!!!

Okay for those who do not know what a flow circle is, it is a circle of friends talking in a fast rhythm rhyming off of one another!!

This is what we came up with!! See if you can pick mine out!!

This is my Last
I kinda think it went by fast
don't think that thought
because that's a lie you just bought
I only have one thing to preach
I only have one thing to teach

God is growin me up so fast
I knew this time wouldn't last
it's on to a bigger and better thing
even if I don't like the ring
you betta great ready for what I'm about to say
Cause it's gonna spin your day

How ofter is 1:16 proclaimed in your life
And why is your head cause in all this strife
Yeah! you lookin at me life what you talkin about?
well listen up i'm about to shout!
1:16 says you are not ashamed
do you want me to put in a frame?
well here ya go
I'll break it down slow

For I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Christ
That means you'll shoot down like dice
you'll be hittin up the street
you won't have time to eat the meat!
for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone
this only happens to those who believe in the son
so there ya go
that's 1:16 broken down real slow

God is growin me up so fast
I knew this time wouldn't last
its' on to a Bigger and better thing
even if I don't like the ring
you betta get ready for what I'm about to say
cause it's gonna spin your day

I'm about to take you beliefs and convictions
and turn them into contradictions
you don't think it's gonna happen
well let me tell ya somethin with out me cappin
Scientist say it will happen further down the road
you know that's just a lie they've sold
if you look in Luke twenty-one
you'll see were close to bein done!
21 says nation will be against nation
don't think that will be a vacation


That's all we got before someone fell off!! Fell off means someone stumbled on words and couldn't finish the measure! I tried really hard to make it sound not ghetto...but it was hard and I didn't want to change what it said!! Tell me what you think...